Recently, I have had some negative thoughts about everything. I feel I am living in a bubble of negativity. There were many triggers and I'm not sure if everything snowballed or if I just had one too many bad experiences.
I went for counseling a few times now and I am still unable to fully connect with my counselor. Maybe it is because I feel unable to express myself. Or that I have too much to say and don't know where to start. I am an auditory person and like to use words to express myself. So I am used to expressing myself in words. But sometimes the language used doesn't resonate with other people. I am over-conscious about that.
Anyway, about language.... I was teaching english to a friend and colleague and I felt quite stressed because I am supposed to know about english but when it comes to teaching, I can't really fine tune my teaching to really tailor it to suit the person. Plus I get frustrated with the nitty gritty.
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| The view from the MRT back window on the way home from work |
My last day at work was Wednesday. Suffice to say they didn't continue my contract. I think I didn't meet their expectations. I think I slacked off a little too much. Not good.
But there is one person at work who offered me another opportunity so I'm thankful. She said her son was starting an online business selling cakes and baked goods! So she asked me to send her a price list. Oh boy oh boy I am so glad.... I have some pictures of things I have baked before so I can create a price list. I will need to experiment more soon.
Hope more opportunities come my way in the near future.Labels: entertainment, events, life, lifestyle, work
